well its been a long time since i ever touch this blog of mine, totally forgetten about it. i was so occupied with my occupation now na barely have time for anything of my own. sometimes i wish to have a time of my own, but i cant. guess this is one of my life's sacrifice to have own business. NO LIFE!!!!
1. i got a whole new experience on how to manage a shop n the business itself. i learn more about zahir. i learn more about myself too. about the customers, why they act that way...Every dae got something to do. topping up the stocks, customer service, merchandising items in shop, safety of shop, well basically everything. Managing money is very important, u cant play with bank you noe.
2. Recently did kayaking for camelot with sam, me, farhan, sky junior n robin. 5 of us and 1 expedition to coney island with hougang pri. its been so karat la since i did kayak, hahah now back to ground at last . i missed being in it the activity, the sport and of course the frens n collegues.
3. Turned down the offer of police officer. a step away, cant attend the sing bonding. ignorant police, they gave me last min info on fri, how u expect me to be ready woth my 2 sureties on mondae the 2nd nov? and the caller can even suggest me to withraw my application and she passed the comment GOOD! to me. fuck up siaa... i will never think police as high as i thought b4. Already so racist look at the color of skin. u think we malay stupid. u think u guys chinese got power> hello! the commands are in malay the national anthem is in malay! mind that...
4. im adjusting myself to this new life of mine. bedok to sin ming so far, i started to stay at shop but my parents made a commotion a few weeks back. made me cry cant stand it. they accused me of sleeping with my boyfren at shop. already my father n my uncle came to my shop for the first time. never give me bleassings straightaway raise voice in gangster manner like want to fight with me. wanted to talk to me for a while. ask me to come out of shop. i was alone how can i left the cashier unattended. they just don understand. i hate my family but not my motther of course. she has been caring and alwaes trust in me . whatever i did she alwaes support me even though she was not totally agree with. all they wanted was to shout at me n zahir, accusing my boyfren that he has been keeping me. but acutally i was the one who chose to stay at shop cos its more convenient for me. rather then to wake up so early in the morning waste time for the travel time. n at nite i can sleep more time if i stay at shop. but my parents worry to much that im a girl la losing my virginity, oh man i noe how to take care of myself. they still don let me be independant of myself. how am i going to stand with my own legs by myself.
zahir urging me to get my pdl then my driving lessons then licence. hahahz we bought a van already for the company to do delivery services, cant wait to drive man@ my cousin already got her own motorbike n she's my age, gosh im so jealous thaat she is already a private road user, go anywhere so accessible, not like me restricted following the public trasport.
zahir has made me even stronger. he opened up my mind n thinking, Thanks to him, im what i am now. we,re planning toget married cant wait for that time of my life whn i finally be a wife. im glad to serve him, now he finishes off his study first then we be married, a simple one that im loooking for, a wed in the mosque with just my close relatives. n maybe another celebration at bangladesh, his home town. and by that time my life will be more meaningful, a gd muslim, a gd wife and i will be very close to allah SAW insyallah@ thats my ambition. i will achieve it. i don want to be like malays nowadaes. follow stupid western n they become stupid malays too. never solat, tattoos all over, they are so sesat with satan. i pray for them to realise thier mistakes and come back to the light the right path b4 the world ends. ameen.
thats all folks, still at shop now... too free liao, haaah take care dear frens, everyone one dae will create his own wy of life. wish u all the best.
7:17:00 pm
.The MoTivAToR.
Pix Of Us!
My Planner
End of Feb 2008
--> get a stable full time job
-->L1 Coach assesment
-->Car prac to be done wif!
Peeps BDAEs
AYAh --- 01th JAN 1954
Khal --- 05th JAN 1988
ela --- o4th FEB 1990
WAn --- 26th FEB 2008
ISKandar --- 02 MAR 1988
miNe --- 24th MAR 1988
Erny --- 25th MAR 1989
SAmeer --- 14th APRIl 1987
MUM --- 23th APRIl 1947
nana --- 03th JUNE 1993
LI --- 4th JULY 1988
MAssI --- 7TH OCT 1988
rYzMAn --- 10th OCT 1988
LAn --- 12th NOV 1968
HAfiZAh --- 25th NOV 1988
fir --- 26th NOV 1987
I want to call the stars down from the sky
i wanna live a day that never dies
i wanna change the world only for u
All the impossible i wanna do
i wanna hold u close under the rain
i wanna kiss ur smile and feel the pain
i noe whats beautiful, looking at u
in a world of lies, u are the truth
and baby everytime u touch me, i become a hero
i make u safe no matter where u are
and bring u everything u ask for,nothing is above me
im shining like a candle in the dark, when u tell me that u love me
i wanna make u see just what i was
Show u the loneliness and what it does
you walked ino my life to stop my tears
everything is easy now i have u here
and baby everytime u touch me i become a hero
i make u safe no matter where u are
and bring u everything u ask for,nothing is above me
im shining like a candle in the dark when u tell me that u love me
In the world without u, im alwaes hunger
what i need is your love to make me stronger
and baby everytime u touch me i become a hero
i make u safe no matter where u are
and bring u everything u ask for,nothing is above me
im shining like a candle in the dark, when u tell me that u love me
when u tell me that u love me
Cravings
-->*ThE Wanted*<--
♥ Crumpler Sling bag [the big one].
♥ A shoe & a sandal.
♥ A driving & a riding licence.
♥ N95 Hp.
♥ A new lappy.
♥ A haversack from Karrimor brand!
-->*Wishings*<--
♥ To be a good muslim and a great person with the guidance of prohphet and the way of ALLAh
♥ Have a comfortable life with financially stable.
♥ Have someone to share everything wif.
♥ Understand the meaning of my life and do better.
♥ Have a powerful MIND.
It's Me The MoTivAToR!
NameSs : HahagaLeha hahagal leha sala haha ha SALAd
Status : "In a relationship && a GRADUAND"
School : Nanyang Polytechnic-->School of Information Technology [SIT]-->Diploma In Information Technology [DIT]
Interests: Sports Soccer Camps Kayaking Adventure Training chocolates[Dairy Milk CADBURY] Dressing Up
Fast Foods : Double BBQ Turkey Bacon @ Burger King Double cheeseburger N MCSpicy @ MacDonalds Zinger Burger @ KFC
Home-Made Foods : Lauk Lemak Cili Padi Lauk Bayam wif Fishballs Beef Rendang Mee Soto Mee Goreng Nasi Goreng
Lauk Fish Curry Nasi Lemak Sop rusuk kambing [I LOVE IT THE MOST!]
Outside Foods : Mutton Chop Claypot rice[CHICKEN] Roti Prata BOM with Cheez @ Simpang BEDOk [SPICEz] Kuew Teow Pattaya @ Simpang Bedok [SPICEz] Roti Naan with mutton Curry @ near mustafa centre
Nasi briyani Dam chicken @ haig Rd mud pie @coffeebean blueberry cheescakes@coffeebean
