Well well, here i am again. Just went to CAMELOT to submit my application for upcoming L1 kayaking COACH. yesssa! finally im on it. But it happens so coincidentally. i didnt even plan for it. oh well. grateful that all these while i have been active there so this is my chance to a greater length. thanks to CAMELOT i am able to upgrade myelf in the mean time.
Im stressed out all these while. got a problem that im facing now. which is JOB??? i gotta find one, most of my frens are doing something and earning well also. but not me im clinging ard like no one's business. my parents haven been nagging at me especially this yime round. they asked me qns like "what if one dae im not able to provide for the family? " thats what my father posted me. thinking about it, im also worried, ehat i should to do? i must get a job somehow even it means im under qualified. but i don like a office jobs as i don like to sit ard for so long time. haiz!
mY INTEREST is either POLICe, civil servant job OR venture into Outdoor line like kayaking, doing camps, high elements ans more like that. but in the long time run , can i survive in this line of mine.will it help me to secure a stable imcone throughout the years?
all i want now is to get a stable income for my family, when everything goes well financially and back to normal, i will want to further up my studies or rather opening up a business with zahir, hahax!
anyway, i booked my FTT test already yesterdae at ubi driving centre. ITs on 21st OCT at 0540pm. ive got to study up and get prepared. oh well, if only jerly is in this together wif me! i miss her alot. wonder how she is doing out there!
zahir made me happy and smile yesterdae. he smsed me saying that whn he is free, he will bring me down to bazzar and walk2. huahuhua! i like.. waiting for that to happen.then we can get COUPLE DRESS for hari raya. ahahz!
well these are my plans for this week:
THURs -->> break FAST wif ERny n frens @ NTU [iftar] >> meet erny at NYP 0530pm FRI -->> L1 KAyaking Coach theory lesson 6pm till 10pm >> to kallang. buy break FAST foos 1st SAT -->> L1 KAyaking Coach prac lesson 8am till 5pm >> to kallang SUn -->> L1 KAyaking Coach prac lesson 8am till 5pm >> to kallang
hope to meet Zahir sooner or later! miss him so much!
taking care...
5:29:00 pm
.The MoTivAToR.
Wednesday, 10 September 2008
wohohoh! its been a long time ever since i got touch on this dear journal of mine. well peeps, my laptop is gone case. Luckily Zahir bought a new laptop and its just for me! i really appreciate him! so anyway lots of events have been happening to me this past few months and im grateful that either way it helps me to be a better person and to have a learning experience. thts life babe! now is ramadhan month, fasting month for all muslims in the whole world. oh gosh ive been wanting to be a gd and a better muslim but its just that im still trying to find the meaning of it. i don want to abide the rules just for the sake doing it, i want to abide it with love and willingness. zahir and my mum have been helpful alwaes trying to urge me to pray and be a better muslim but its just that my heart is still nowhere to settle down to.
anyway ive been tricked by zahir yesterdae! full of DRAMA and scenes going on. Long story babe! but im glad that at the ens of this commotion i learnt that in a relationship there must be no lack of trust as it leads to anger and enmity, i don want that to happen to me and zahir. i really treasure him lot. Dear i love u so much!
well simply put , thats all for now a short update, time for me to get rest. 'chioz!
11:17:00 pm
.The MoTivAToR.
Pix Of Us!
My Planner
End of Feb 2008
--> get a stable full time job
-->L1 Coach assesment
-->Car prac to be done wif!
Peeps BDAEs
AYAh --- 01th JAN 1954
Khal --- 05th JAN 1988
ela --- o4th FEB 1990
WAn --- 26th FEB 2008
ISKandar --- 02 MAR 1988
miNe --- 24th MAR 1988
Erny --- 25th MAR 1989
SAmeer --- 14th APRIl 1987
MUM --- 23th APRIl 1947
nana --- 03th JUNE 1993
LI --- 4th JULY 1988
MAssI --- 7TH OCT 1988
rYzMAn --- 10th OCT 1988
LAn --- 12th NOV 1968
HAfiZAh --- 25th NOV 1988
fir --- 26th NOV 1987
I want to call the stars down from the sky
i wanna live a day that never dies
i wanna change the world only for u
All the impossible i wanna do
i wanna hold u close under the rain
i wanna kiss ur smile and feel the pain
i noe whats beautiful, looking at u
in a world of lies, u are the truth
and baby everytime u touch me, i become a hero
i make u safe no matter where u are
and bring u everything u ask for,nothing is above me
im shining like a candle in the dark, when u tell me that u love me
i wanna make u see just what i was
Show u the loneliness and what it does
you walked ino my life to stop my tears
everything is easy now i have u here
and baby everytime u touch me i become a hero
i make u safe no matter where u are
and bring u everything u ask for,nothing is above me
im shining like a candle in the dark when u tell me that u love me
In the world without u, im alwaes hunger
what i need is your love to make me stronger
and baby everytime u touch me i become a hero
i make u safe no matter where u are
and bring u everything u ask for,nothing is above me
im shining like a candle in the dark, when u tell me that u love me
when u tell me that u love me
Cravings
-->*ThE Wanted*<--
♥ Crumpler Sling bag [the big one].
♥ A shoe & a sandal.
♥ A driving & a riding licence.
♥ N95 Hp.
♥ A new lappy.
♥ A haversack from Karrimor brand!
-->*Wishings*<--
♥ To be a good muslim and a great person with the guidance of prohphet and the way of ALLAh
♥ Have a comfortable life with financially stable.
♥ Have someone to share everything wif.
♥ Understand the meaning of my life and do better.
♥ Have a powerful MIND.
It's Me The MoTivAToR!
NameSs : HahagaLeha hahagal leha sala haha ha SALAd
Status : "In a relationship && a GRADUAND"
School : Nanyang Polytechnic-->School of Information Technology [SIT]-->Diploma In Information Technology [DIT]
Interests: Sports Soccer Camps Kayaking Adventure Training chocolates[Dairy Milk CADBURY] Dressing Up
Fast Foods : Double BBQ Turkey Bacon @ Burger King Double cheeseburger N MCSpicy @ MacDonalds Zinger Burger @ KFC
Home-Made Foods : Lauk Lemak Cili Padi Lauk Bayam wif Fishballs Beef Rendang Mee Soto Mee Goreng Nasi Goreng
Lauk Fish Curry Nasi Lemak Sop rusuk kambing [I LOVE IT THE MOST!]
Outside Foods : Mutton Chop Claypot rice[CHICKEN] Roti Prata BOM with Cheez @ Simpang BEDOk [SPICEz] Kuew Teow Pattaya @ Simpang Bedok [SPICEz] Roti Naan with mutton Curry @ near mustafa centre
Nasi briyani Dam chicken @ haig Rd mud pie @coffeebean blueberry cheescakes@coffeebean
