Every moment we shared together was a great one. I miss him like crazy when we were apart. I thought our relationship was a clean sheet piece of paper. Full of originality and not like other relationships i saw before around me.
I love everything about him. His integrity was there, his character just suit me. He is really one of a kind. A thinker. A type of person who analyses person's behaviour good enough.Good enough fer me. i noe we can werk well together. But because of circumstances and the situation at that point of time. I broke off with him. Sleepless nites i encountered fer the past 2 years. I yearn fer him, his voice is all i want to hear. Got no guts to call him. Waiting fer him to interact back with me... It seems it didnt occur. For 2 years, i live a zombie life. Thinking of him every now and then. Hoping that i coincidentally meet him at his void deck whn i went cycling with my bike back then.
Everytime my close frens saw him, they "report" to me. I felt so unlucky not to get to meet him. They sae i should move on with my life. Find someone better. Someone that can cherish me.
Till i get to noe this guy from a Hari Raya Puasa Bazaar in Oct 2005. We met 4 hours later at 4 am in the morning @ Bedok resevoir Park. And i got to noe that he was 38!!! argh! he seems young like a 28 yr old.
We were together then, I learnt a lot of things from him. Ppl sae i became matured in terms of my thinking. he opens my eye to see alot of things in this life. We went thru ups n downs together. We give each other moral support all the time as i am just a student i cant possibly give financially.
he supports me in whatever things i do. We shared quite a number of common things together.He was a A* person in terms of moral, character and the way he thinks ! hahax<> very loyal. Every gal would want him. thats fer sure.
Its just that he's 38 im half his age. Its hard fer us to come together in real life. In his life n mine, it will never intersect as 1.But we lasted fer some years together till i met my LOVE back.
On 11th July 2007, Monday<> i was in the bus at berth whn i saw him queuing fer his 225 bus. i felt the urge to do something.. CATCH up with him. Suddenly , my inner fire was lit up again. i suddenly just ferget about my guy. I alight on the first stop and took taxi to be at that particular bus stop where he will pass by. Indeed he was there in the bus whn i took it. He smiled at me. That was so innocent. His smile can just lighten me up. I felt happy.But it just fer a while till he alights. I tried to call his house number but i don dare to press the call button...
ARGH! till i reached my block whn i made a call. We talked as usual fer about 30 mins or so. It went smooth.Not tat i thot of. My eternal fire rose up again....
2:38:00 pm
.The MoTivAToR.
Pix Of Us!
My Planner
End of Feb 2008
--> get a stable full time job
-->L1 Coach assesment
-->Car prac to be done wif!
Peeps BDAEs
AYAh --- 01th JAN 1954
Khal --- 05th JAN 1988
ela --- o4th FEB 1990
WAn --- 26th FEB 2008
ISKandar --- 02 MAR 1988
miNe --- 24th MAR 1988
Erny --- 25th MAR 1989
SAmeer --- 14th APRIl 1987
MUM --- 23th APRIl 1947
nana --- 03th JUNE 1993
LI --- 4th JULY 1988
MAssI --- 7TH OCT 1988
rYzMAn --- 10th OCT 1988
LAn --- 12th NOV 1968
HAfiZAh --- 25th NOV 1988
fir --- 26th NOV 1987
I want to call the stars down from the sky
i wanna live a day that never dies
i wanna change the world only for u
All the impossible i wanna do
i wanna hold u close under the rain
i wanna kiss ur smile and feel the pain
i noe whats beautiful, looking at u
in a world of lies, u are the truth
and baby everytime u touch me, i become a hero
i make u safe no matter where u are
and bring u everything u ask for,nothing is above me
im shining like a candle in the dark, when u tell me that u love me
i wanna make u see just what i was
Show u the loneliness and what it does
you walked ino my life to stop my tears
everything is easy now i have u here
and baby everytime u touch me i become a hero
i make u safe no matter where u are
and bring u everything u ask for,nothing is above me
im shining like a candle in the dark when u tell me that u love me
In the world without u, im alwaes hunger
what i need is your love to make me stronger
and baby everytime u touch me i become a hero
i make u safe no matter where u are
and bring u everything u ask for,nothing is above me
im shining like a candle in the dark, when u tell me that u love me
when u tell me that u love me
Cravings
-->*ThE Wanted*<--
♥ Crumpler Sling bag [the big one].
♥ A shoe & a sandal.
♥ A driving & a riding licence.
♥ N95 Hp.
♥ A new lappy.
♥ A haversack from Karrimor brand!
-->*Wishings*<--
♥ To be a good muslim and a great person with the guidance of prohphet and the way of ALLAh
♥ Have a comfortable life with financially stable.
♥ Have someone to share everything wif.
♥ Understand the meaning of my life and do better.
♥ Have a powerful MIND.
It's Me The MoTivAToR!
NameSs : HahagaLeha hahagal leha sala haha ha SALAd
Status : "In a relationship && a GRADUAND"
School : Nanyang Polytechnic-->School of Information Technology [SIT]-->Diploma In Information Technology [DIT]
Interests: Sports Soccer Camps Kayaking Adventure Training chocolates[Dairy Milk CADBURY] Dressing Up
Fast Foods : Double BBQ Turkey Bacon @ Burger King Double cheeseburger N MCSpicy @ MacDonalds Zinger Burger @ KFC
Home-Made Foods : Lauk Lemak Cili Padi Lauk Bayam wif Fishballs Beef Rendang Mee Soto Mee Goreng Nasi Goreng
Lauk Fish Curry Nasi Lemak Sop rusuk kambing [I LOVE IT THE MOST!]
Outside Foods : Mutton Chop Claypot rice[CHICKEN] Roti Prata BOM with Cheez @ Simpang BEDOk [SPICEz] Kuew Teow Pattaya @ Simpang Bedok [SPICEz] Roti Naan with mutton Curry @ near mustafa centre
Nasi briyani Dam chicken @ haig Rd mud pie @coffeebean blueberry cheescakes@coffeebean
